Wednesday, November 23, 2011

"Everyone's Got Wings"

It is the day before Thanksgiving. The day before we crowd a family of twenty plus people into a big beach house to eat all of our favorite dishes and play games for hours. The day before we undo the button on our jeans (or if we're smart, we just wear sweats... or maternity pants) and drink more sparkling cider than should ever be allowed. The day before we recognize as a nation that this is a day to actually think about the people and moments in life we are thankful for. Of course, we are encouraged to count our blessings every day and to praise Him who gave us yet another day of life. But this Thanksgiving, I have specifically grasped on to something new to be thankful for.

Today I just finished reading the book Heaven is for Real, "a little boy's astounding story of his trip to Heaven and back" while having an appendectomy from a ruptured appendix and multiples abscesses. Over the course of months, and even years after he had his surgery, this little 4-year-old vividly tells, in a child's language, about meeting Jesus and experiencing the brilliance of heaven. Of course I cannot give you the entire story right here, with all of the supporting evidence behind little Colton's words. But when asked many cautiously open-ended questions by his parents, Colton responded with a few examples below:

"I was sitting in Jesus' lap..."
"When I was with Jesus, you were praying,
and Mommy was talking on the phone..."
"Everyone's got wings..."        
"Jesus has red markers on him..."                                               
"Did you know Jesus has a horse?"  
"His eyes are so pretty, Daddy!"
"That's where all the rainbow colors are..."
"All the people have a light above their head..."                                          
"There were lots of kids, Dad..."        
"He said I had to go back because he was answering your prayer..."
"My wings were really little, but Pop's were big!"
"Jesus has brown hair and he has hair on his face..."
"You had a baby die in your tummy, didn't you mommy? She's okay,
she said she can't wait for you and Daddy to get to heaven..."
"Jesus' chair is right next to his Dad's..."
"God and Jesus light up heaven..."
"God is the biggest one there is..."
"The Holy Spirit? ...That's kind of a hard one...he's kind of blue"       
"Jesus said he really, really loves the children..."
"Jesus told me he had to die on the cross so we could go see Dad..."
"Gabriel is really nice..."
"It's going to be okay. The first person you're going to see is Jesus"
"There are too swords in heaven... Mom, Satan's not in hell yet"
"Heaven is for real."

Selfishly, I latch on to one of these phrases: "My wings were really little, but Pop's were big!" (Pop was Colton's great-gradfather, whom he had never met). First of all... if we have wings in heaven, then all my dreams will have come true. Even more amazing though, are Colton's experiences showing that we will know and recognize our family -- even the ones that we have never met. Of course I have believed this before, that we will "see them again", and will be reuinited with those that we miss more than our hearts can take at times. But now I have hope more than ever.

According to a little boy named Colton, my little brother has little wings, a perfect new body and is already hanging out with the family that has gone on before me. Experiencing these honest descriptions of a child has placed in me a fresh and personable realization that heaven is here and existing... right now. That Douglas is running around Jesus' feet with children and family amidst the purest joy there can be...right now. Even though "now" is a relative term between heaven and earth, Colton's story suggests that those in heaven have knowledge of our lives here, and are rooting and waiting for us. No wonder people always say that there is a party in heaven when another soul is brought into the Kingdom!

You may believe the story of Colton, or you may not. I challenge you to go grab this book (I finished it in a few hours) and see for yourself. As I mentioned before, I have only briefly skimmed the surface of the in-depth descriptions of the conversations that brought this book to life.

For everything that I read, I am so thankful. I'm thankful for the promise that heaven is real, heaven is waiting...
And Douglas is rooting for me to get there!   --->

Happy Thanksgiving and cheers!

Jamie Leanne











                                                                                

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

You'll Find Me

I was recently digging through documents saved in my computer when I came across these unfinished lyrics (which I just now finished). There is a melody attached to these as well, though I have not had the opportunity to record it anywhere for you to listen. To be honest, I had forgotten that I had even started this piece, and taking in these long lost words spoke to me all over again, as if they were freshly inspired thoughts. No, I'm not saying, "man, I'm good!" because I inspired myself... But lyrics like these end up speaking to us differently in different seasons or situations in life. I hope these words will meet you somewhere today and redirect your thoughts to gain the perspective and Joy of His promises.

 
Meet me in morning stillness
Find me in every breath
Bring me into your weakness
I’ll be your strength, I’ll be your strength

Hear me in every heart beat
Even when silence falls
Abandon your understanding
You’ll hear me call, you’ll hear me call

      I am nearer than you know
      You will never be alone
      I am more real than anything
      This life can hold

      You’ll find me

Watch in a child’s laughter
See in a widow’s tears
I will be here long after
One moment of joy, one moment of fear

Pray when you cannot feel it
When deserts surround your heart
I’m the wellspring of joy within you
You’re never too far, never too far

      I am nearer than you know
      You will never be alone
      I am more real than anything
      This life can hold
               
      You’ll find me

My love will never fail you
My joy will not run dry
Listen and I will lead you
Seek me and you will find

      You’ll find me


Cheers,

Jamie Leanne